Collapse

Where can I collapse?
I must pick a place soon. 
I don’t have much time. 

It can’t be too comfortable.
I’ll never leave if so. 
I don’t want to stay forever. 

It can’t be too harsh.
I’ll come to accept it. 
I don’t want to leave here too soon. 

The search for such a place
keeps me here
for longer than i can fathom. 

Is this the spot?
How will I know?
Does it even matter?